nearly at the end

Hi Magicmum

Well firstly congratulations on reaching 60, I am really enjoying my 60's it seems that finally I can say and do what I want within reason of course. secondly I am pleased that the Tassie bushfires let you unscathed but of course very sad for the town.  I have lived in tassie and know what a fire can do.

Now to the dreadful "what ifs" in my experience these feelings haunt us as time goes by.  I have come to welcome them as it means i am here and i am still able to feel and with experience I know they will pass.  Survinving a diagnosis of Bc is not as easy as it would initially seem.  We ride an emotional rollercoaster of 'what ifs "and the fear of recurrence.  I have taught my self to allow the feeling to come and go, if i feel bad, well that is as it is and it will pass.  If i feel good, that is as it is and it too will passs.

So be as kind to yourself as you would be to a very dear friend in  the same situation.  

Find something wonderful in every day and enjoy every moment.

Lorraine