Lobular carcinoma first chemotherapy today

I didn't have dose dense--too old or something or other, apparently. Dose dense sounds both terrifying and appealing. It wasn't a 'thing' when I first had chemo. I asked about it last time but was told no. The idea of getting through the whole shitfight faster and getting a better therapeutic response was attractive. Given how awful regular chemo is, I can only imagine DD is worse, though I never really recovered between treatments this time anyway. Hang in there, chick. Mxx