I guess while you are feeling good it's hard to believe you have cancer.I don't have mets(well not that I know of)but I did get a recurrence in the same breast 7 years after the first bc diagnosis.I wasn't as fearful the second time,infact I believed it would be cut out and I'd be fine.I went back to work as soon as treatments finished and then after about a year something in me snapped. I quit my job of 16 years and sold my house of 23 years.We downsized to a single level home with minimal yard maintenance.We culled alot of our stuff and I think,subconsciously,I was organizing a home that my husband could manage should I die soon.So maybe we do things and there is an underlying reason but we are not aware.Hope chemo is not too hard on you and you continue to feel good.
Tonya xx