Hi Kazza,
I'm sorry to hear your treatment has been delayed but it certainly makes sense. I can really relate to your freaking out...I had my first chemo on Tuesday and in preparation, had tension headaches and put my back out! Brilliant. The worst part was the chemo experience was no where near as bad as I'd imagined. Once again, it was fear of the unknown.
The oncology team have so many ways to help us through chemo so please don't let the fear overcome you (she writes...with the brilliance of hindsight!)
Sending you healing hugs,
Fi