Final chemo
It's been a while since I've been on here lately. But I am down to only one more chemo treatment, my final one is the 29th April. Although I'm feeling relieved that I only have one to go, I'm also ki...
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Yay! one to go!
I have two to go ...and although I really want to run and hide, I can't wait and i guess my mind will change again when the next phase of my treatments starts!
I guess we mourn routine...Like when our babies aren't quite so dependent on us..like when they finish school and we no longer have to do the school run!.....like when my Dad passed, I took care of him for 4 years (advanced prostate cancer) and about a week after his farewell I though what do i do now? I used to drive past his house every other day and just stare.....I think it's a totally normal emotion to go through...
You have been through a lot and it's hard to just stop....I'm sure we, nad our family and friends are all under the false pretense that life will be back to 'normal' after treatments end, but have read otherwise......I'm not sure what else is in your treatment regime, But take this time to really look into yourself and feel proud of what you have accomplished! Find a new "routine"....be it having a coffee date once a week...or taking up that course you've always wanted to do...whatever it is, it will come.
Take care and all the best for your pending treatments
xx
Tracy