Thanks ladies for all your comments. I'm pretty certain the hair will go the hair loss is getting more not less and it's at the point now it's just matting after washing it and I can't do anything with it. I had long thick curly hair and even though I cut it short before I started chemo it's now just not looked by like even worth saving. Chemo tomorrow and I phoned them chemo unit Friday to chat about it and the NUM said she like me thinks the cold caps aren't works by for me. We will chat briefly before I start tomorrow but I think I'm done with the worry every time I shower and the constant anxiety the hair loss is giving me. As much as I'm dreading having no hair and know how much further down my self esteem will plummet, I need to take back my sanity and get back to fighting this damn thing xxx