Thanks ladies!
@Shellshocked2018_I am also looking at other peoples hair and I find I'm also looking at breasts (which I've never done beforeš) but I'm so envious of women with two breasts. I'd always taken it for granted and the fact that it was so easy to get up and shower and put something on from my wardrobe and now it's such a chore.
I had a very bad week last week after seeing the oncologist and have really had to pull myself together. I have to keep pulling myself back to the moment and not projecting myself to far forward. I know we can do this Carolā¤ļø