I have a very good support group of Ladies. I am a Red Hatter and their support has been amazing. I am also a member of a greeting card making group. Some of these ladies have been through this before. It is so good to hear from all of you and I will look forward to sharing my journey with you. Usually I have a pretty positive outlook and I think that got me through last time. With every ones help I know I can do it again. Don't get me wrong I know it will be hard and my poor husband will bear the brunt of most of my anger and frustration .