Like all the other ladies have said, this forum is excellent for advice, info but most of all giving each of us the boost we need. I had my third chemo on Friday with one more to go before I then start another 12 weeks of weekly and a year of herceptin, followed by radiation and then hormones. So like you I'm having it all. The best thing I have learnt from this site is - it's do-able. You celebrate every little milestone eg; one down three to go. The first treatment is the worst and not because of feeling ill, more anxious about what to expect. I came good a week after and went back to work and celebrated being normal for the next 2 weeks before the next one. You will get through this and you have a lot of support from family, friends but most of all this site. Good luck.