Thank you Mich. I may have to go to my Gp and or speak to my Onc. I just don't want to spiral out of control. I'm just scared with each chemo I have I may get more depressed/ stressed and anxious. I have 2 more IV AC chemo's then 2-3 oral chemo's which from what I've heard isn't as bad. But I guess I'll find out.I have my mum to help but she works full time, and my sister who will help whenever she can, but she is a single mum with kids. They are both going to help this chemo coming so I can stay curled up in bed with out worring about the kids running around. least I'll get some sleep hopefully.Thank you its been good chatting to lovely ladies that are going though or been through the same.Ness xx