It's hard at the best of times being a mum and looking after 2 little ones,let alone having chemo as well.No wonder you are grumpy-you don't feel well and you are only human.Perhaps you need more help with your children on those "bad"days/weeks?Don't knock back any offers and don't feel guilty - as mothers we are not the best at doing those 2 things.But you really have to put yourself first at the moment cos chemo is NO picnic.I found it dreadful and barely got out of bed on those bad days.So you are going well and I'm sure you are a lovely mum(under normal circumstances) so don't be too hard on yourself.I am glad you are going to talk to a counsellor -it all helps to get us through this crap journey.I think the actual chemo and added drugs can make you abit emotional as well as the bc experience.I know I cried alot due to chemo. Blog here anytime to vent your fears and frustrations-your pink sisters understand what you are going through.
Tonya xx