Thanks heaps inpink. I was seeing a lympho physio regularly for a while and then decided I could do the same thing myself at home so I have been treating it twice a day myself. I did go back to see her again the other day as I got some cording under my arm. She suggests I pop in and see her regularly but she also suggests I go back to the surgeon because of the amount of scar tissue and if he doesn't want to see me or not interested then to go to a private breast surgeon here in Perth of which I have been given the name who is very good with dealing with BC patience. At least knowing I am not the only one out there with this revolting mass or is that mess makes me feel better. I find it is very shiny, all sorts of different colours, the nipple blows up like it is a lil balloon, it hurts to touch and also gets itchy sometimes near the scars. Like you say it feels better for a short time after treatment and then it becomes uncomfortable again. I find I can't stop thinking about it because you constantly feel it and know it is there. What type of bras did you wear?Lots of love, Mich xoxoxox