It's been very hard with my little girls. I guess my youngest doesn't get it but my elest kind of does and has started to see how far she can push things. But she has been a good girl too. since Chemo started I've found it so hard and have never cried so much in my life. I had a really good head space yesterday being yay 3 AC's down 1 more to go, and there is nothing I can do about it but go with the flow. Then when my Oncologist said the next lot of chemo I need could cause you nausea I fell backwards again. It is such a rollercoster ride. Get as much help as you can. Don't be shy to ask your family and friends.Good luck with your journey Sal. We are all here for you xxVanessa xx