Hi Sami,
Had to laugh about you packing bras and forgetting your undies. Does this mean the chemo brain sticks around after chemo? LOL. I have been doing some silly things too. Once I couldn't find my mobile phone anywhere. I looked all over the house and in our car. I asked my husband to call it but we couldn't hear it so I thought "oh geeez I've lost it". It was only after I went to the fridge to get some milk that there was my phone sitting on the top shelf with one missed call funnily enough! I felt like such an idiot. It's not the first time I've 'lost' my phone during chemo only to find it in weird places. My husband has threatened to tie a piece of string to the phone and put the string around my neck like the chains used for eyeglasses so I can't lose it.
I'm due for a bilateral mastectomy and immediate reconstruction early September so I'm nervous about that. I agree though that the chemo will probably be the worst part for me too.
Hope everything goes well for you on whatever the remaining part of this journey you may have.
Lots of love
Janey xxx