inpink
11 years agoMember
Medication decisions
I'm soon coming up to my 3 year anniversary of my breast cancer journey. My juggling act to maintain wellness is still a challenge as I weigh up the actions and reactions of the treatments I choose.
As we know hindsight is a knowledgeable tool after the fact.
So here is my juggling act:
I was diagnosed with 100% hormone receptive breast cancer - bingo says my oncologist, very positive prognosis. I had a lumpectomy with auxiliary clearance followed by radiotherapy. Now all I have to do is take Arimadex for 5 years. Easy!
Through fear at the time of diagnosis I thought a lumpectomy seemed like a less frightening and less invasive prospect. Now two and a half years along I still have a painful breast and very tender brittle rib post radiotherapy. Hindsight? Should I have chosen mastectomy and no radiotherapy and be free of pain and the long term risks of radiation? Probably.
Maybe I could have had a double mastectomy just to be sure and therefore spare the good arm the destruction of sentinel biopsy with a later option of double breast reconstruction or indeed be happy with no breasts. I spoke with a plastic surgeon and he says he'd rather see this option offered more often over lumpectomy/radiotherapy.
My breast surgeon says he cannot remove the radiated breast now, as I suffered a severe reaction to radiotherapy and the integrity of the skin could not be guaranteed. He has suggested a reduction of the good breast to match my continual shrinking other breast but I'm not so sure...
After two and a half years on Arimadex I now have been fast-tracked into osteoporosis despite trying to meet exercise expectations. The next solution? - easy just take 6 monthly injections of Prolia to build stronger bones. Sounds too good to be true! Ah side affects? Well yes possible skin infections, bladder infections, heart inflammation, jaw necrosis, for gods sake this sounds scary. I already have issues with breast lymphoedema and skin inflammation. My oncologist says she really wants to keep me on Arimadex given I had one lymph node involved as This drug has a slight statistical advantage over Tamoxifen, yet Tamixofen is easier on bones.
So am I now on the verge of possibly another hindsight regret? I hope not.
Should I stay on Arimadex (the best option to prevent recurrence) or swap to Tamixofen (a tried and well know drug) and therefore avoid yet another brutal drug eroding my health.
At the time of my specialist consultations their advice sounds reassuring and easy then when I get home, doubt creeps in. I am not so confident I will be one of the lucky ones and not experience awful side affects of this calcium drug.
I want to get my hindsight right this time. So here I am practicing juggling and dropping balls in the hope that It becomes my skilful art.