Oh Melinda I hear your uncertainty! Is it the reality of losing the breast or is it more because the constant in your life, your Mum, is no longer here. You are organized in that making sure the kids are taken care of but emotionally it's a struggle at present. Hopefully some of us can cheer you up and get your thoughts into the end goal. New boob. Your Mum is always there in spirit. Your ex is even here helping with the kids.
You need a positive mind for surgery. Maybe you need to ring the support service and speak with a Counsellor.
http://www.cancer.org.au/about-cancer/patient-support/131120.htmlGood luck thinking of you as you get through this cross road and decide if this is what I want. Only you can decide.
Take care sending you a virtual hug xx
