Yesterday, I was told I had invasive ductal carcinoma. Today, to the surgeon where the options were to have a lumpectomy or my breast removed. Decisions,decisions.... still really in shock, it doesn't feel like it is happening to me, for goodness sake, I haven't ever had even an incision or stitches and now these life altering choices. My sister is coming out from the UK - gosh it must be really happening....The surgeon was lovely but surely she was talking to someone else, not me. Everyone thinks I'm very brave - but just in shock.