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Ang_Shevy
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13 years ago

Too scared to go to bed

Well, here I am, it is the middle of the night and am too scared to crawl into bed.  Have just started Femara a few months ago and tonight changed over to Arimidex..............I feel like I have been hit by a truck.  The pain, joint stiffness, sleeplessness, headaches, grumpiness, depression..... has turned me into a shuffeling mess.  And to think that for seven years I have been fit and energetic (considering the circumstances), The question that I ask is why are my arms and hands always going numb? And if it is carpel tunnel, there is no way I can have surgery on my left hand due to not having any lymphnodes.........what does this mean for me?  Sometimes lately, it is hard to look on the bright side and remember that I am in fact alive, but when I hear my oldest son say " is this the drugs talking or you talking"  I just want to fall in a heap and cry.

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