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I was diagnosed a few days ago, after a biopsy. I was told they would remove the area around and including the 5mm & 6mm cancers and that I would require radiation and depending on the hormorne receptors etc results after pathology, that I may need chemo or hormone treatment. I am ok with this (well kinda until I read all the side effects of the chemo/hormone treatments!).
It was all a bit of a blur but I was happy to get this started and underway asap, so I booked myself into the private hospital for the surgery at the next available opening, thinking that my insurance covered most of the cost, which i found out it doesn't (that's what happens when you go cheap!). Now for some reason the fact that I have breast cancer is at the back of my mind and all I can think of is about trying to find out what my options are to be treated by my surgeon as a public patient, and since it's a weekend all I can do is ponder the answers and I find it hard to shut off my mind. I realise this is not really where my focus should be and it seems slightly trivial, but I think that once I'm sure about when and where it's going to happen I might be able to focus better.
I know it's only been a few days (and maybe i'm waiting for it to sink in) but I never considered my diagnosis as a death sentence (even though my family history has not been positive). Maybe i'm not taking this seriously enough, or still in a bit of a daze. I'm just thinking positive that there are clear margins and they haven't spread to my nodes.
I'm also curious to know when i'll meet the rest of the 'team' that will help in my treatment, so far i've only delt with the surgeon. I assume this will come after the surgery and more answers have come from the pathology results.
I'm not one for being overly open and blogging but I think I just needed to get this out.
Leanne