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Thanks for your message... i really appreciate it......
I am okay,,, i dont need anything i just really would love my mumm back thats all i need and want... but i know that wont happen .... :-( i just keep myself very busy at the moment with work, gym and trying not to be home alone...
i look at photos of her all day long... i cant believe i cant talk to her or hug her or kiss her... i always use to hear of peoples parents dying or other people dying but as selfish as it sounds u dont think it will happen to your mum...
even when she was in hospital in palliative care, i thought to myself she was going to get better and prove them all wrong