Day 7 after third chemo, looking back I am emotional again. Slept almost all weekend, well on and off. Just when I thought I knew what was going on my meds will be changed for the next three cycles. ...
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Hi Maria
How are you doing now? I wasn't really looking forward to school holidays this time either as I have my 1st Taxotere tomorrow. I'm a little nervous as I don't know what the weeks ahead will be like. My girls are going to stay with their cousins in Warrnambool (country Vic) for 4 days this week so that will be a great help to us. Next week I will have to call in plenty on favours from friends and family to keep them occupied.
As for your fight to find your new path in life - I have similar feelings so am looking forward to hear from you when you work out your path. I don't want to go back to the way things were before all of this, life was often too hectic and stressful. I also believe that this crappy time has happened for a reason, it's a message to me to make changes for the better so I can live a long and joyful life with my beautiful family. I have spent a lot of time reflecting on things I want to cut back on and how I can 'de-clutter' my life but I have not yet worked out where to start and what to do then. I feel like I am constantly searching but I don't know what I'm looking for.
I guess we have to keep smiling, stay positive and our answers will come.
Will let you know how I go tomorrow.
Lots of love and positive energy
Ann-Marie xx