Scared of recurrence!!

Yeah she said because I had zero response to chemo and I have lymphovascular invasion she was so rude I really don't know how I just sat quietly and listened to her ... I changed oncologist and the new one is more optimistic and he said we do a pet scan every 2 month to keep a close eye on things :) I truly believe that the doctors don't know what they r dealing with and they just try drugs on u ... The first oncologist said I'm her worst patient and she hasn't seen a tumour as bad as mine ... I don't think I'm that unique... And just to see a smile on my kids face I am ready to beat thins beast with everything.... I changed diet and I'm seeing a traditional Chinese doctor and I'm trying to exercise everyday even though it is hard at the moment because I'm doing radiation.... I have a friend in America and he is looking if he can help me to get into any trial over there ( he is a nephrologist and by the way my Husband and I are both doctors) and I came across this link the other day, check it out and I hope they can do something soon xx http://www.newsnet5.com/dpp/news/local_news/oh_lake/cleveland-clinic-conduc ts-clinical-trials-on-breast-cancer-vaccine