Here we go

Hi JeanineG,

thanks for your message, its so true you know, when you have no choice you can either let it get the better of you or think bugger it this isnt oing to grt the better of me.

I know exactly what you mean about low and high days and they are so different from oneanother there are days I would be soo down and I would think why and then other days which felt like I dont have cancer. But it really is just about taking each day as it comes if you want to scream or cry then bloody do it as you have every right to.

Going through this sure has made me much more grateful about everything in life we really dont know how lucky we are and there are worse off people.

I am getting my head around the hairloss situation as my dear friend keeps saying to me at least you know the chemo is working as this is one of the side effects you dont want to go through this and it not work do you?