Hi @kmakm thank you for pointing me to this thread, I have read it from back to front and and back again, can't believe how much crap all you have had to endure and am now a little bit more scared that I'm going to have all the side effects.
I know thats an irrational thought and reading it won't make it happen, I am looking at my nails - should i have my acrylics removed - were done before i knew chemo was starting. Thinking I need to stock up with claratyne and pineapple and laxatives, gastrostop and whatever else it will take, maybe building a bomb shelter and hiding out in there till its all over.
Thet said I am all good at the moment - I've been awake since around 4am, should of at least walked the dogs by now instead of obsessing on things I have no control over. I am going to get a grip and go out into the sunshine grab four (yes four) dog leads and talk a nice long walk with a big smile on my face - because I can!
Big Hugs are what you need some days so thanks for that x