This is so tough,having to wait the weekend.I suggest getting out in the fresh air and walk.Movement always helps to settle you ,if only a little,when you are stressed.I am hoping that other ladies in the same situation as you will come on here to offer advice.Like Julie said,chemo these days keeps secondaries at bay for years.Have you called up BCNA and ordered your 'hopes and hurdles' pack.It is free,and they will send it out quickly.I think the phone number is on the home page.Its Saturday already,so only one more day until Monday!Stay on here as much as you need to.Take care.xoxRobyn