Sorry to hear you are not feeling on top of things. I was just like you, my skin started to crack and weep around No. 20. The hospital were dressing it but it's a constant reminder all the time of what we are going through. I was crying at the drop of a hat also. Tell them it is irritating you and they may have another option when they dress your wound. They told me it could get worse for up to a couple of weeks after treatment, but at least you can use healing creams that won't conflict with the radiation. Hang in there, it does get better and if you want to have a good cry, do it. You're entitled with what you have been through. Sending big hugs to you, take care,
Hazel xx