@Trikki2 you will pick up in a few more days, I know it feels like you won't but you will, so know that for sure. Just make sure you communicate everything with your Team so that they can get on top of everything with your meds. I ended up with shocking reflux/heartburn so they prescribed Nexium it's the BEST, the only thing that worked! If you get mouth ulcers and they are sore, Kennalog is a steroid paste ointment that you can put on at bedtime, it's great!
I think we can all agree it's so hard at the time and we just dont know how we're going to do it, that's why I say just look at today, then tomorrow just that day...it helps to not focus on how far you have to go. Stay in the moment as much as you can and find things that help ease you anyway they can. Even a little fresh air in the afternoon in a sunny spot helps. x