Hi Kathleen,
Manifest positivity for sure. It is scarey. Every ache and pain I get I think I have a spread happening. I have boney mets in several "hot" spots initially in the sternum which was fractured from the cancer. That was my first symptom and it was chroninc and no amount of panamax, panadiene would take it away. Long story short. Went to Drs bone scan next day metastatic bone cancer with no primary diagnosis!!!! Shock horror!! Found out from bone biopsy of my hip that I had the primary in the breast. Not picked up in mammograms or ultrasounds - lobular carcinoma. Radiologists nightmare apparently. It is the 10% of breast cancers that are missed. Fortunately ostrogen+ so I only take Femera nightly and have an injection every month to strengthen my bones. No chemo. In the scheme of things I am very lucky. I have my breasts and hair !! I have my yearly bone scan and body scan in a couple of weeks so I know the uncertainty you are facing. Believe in hope and a positive outcome and you will be fine. We cannot control what we have been given but I believe a positive attitude is great medicine and keeps us all balanced. God bless and I KNOW all will go well for your scans. x