Hi all, so had my almost mandatory visit to the ED over the long weekend just gone, for high temp. (Adel had a public hol) 12 hours in the ED because there was no bed in a ward for me. I’m sure you can all fill in the rest......
Since my last post I have had 2 SUCCESSFUL rounds of AC. Yes, that is great. But the 2 hiccups I have had along the way have broken me. Why bother for 3% ( that is my personal % only for how much AC adds to my survival). There are so many variables and no guarantees for anything. Humpty is broken, this morning I’ve decided to keep going with chemo and see what humpty looks like at the other end.
I continue to be grateful for everything in my life, family, friends, free cancer treatment, and a roof over my head. But I’ve only just really worked out that I am allowed to feel sad and frustrated and it doesn’t mean I’m ungrateful. I thought I knew a lot about myself, this BC roller coaster has taken me thru twists and turns that I didn’t know existed.
I have also been reading some of your old posts, there’s some truly “tuff chics” on this forum. Thanks again. Xxx
