@kmakm Sometimes, Kate, that pressure valve just has to blow particularly when all you want are answers and the disappointment of not getting any useable advice is enough to tip you over the edge...again. And yes, you're over it happening. Crikey i know i was. Also the ct and bone scan you're about to have would also have been playing on your mind, that subconscious mind of ours has a lot to answer for, mucking us about behind the scenes.
This will pass, Kate, i know it will. Have faith in yourself and in the people who know and love you. Big hugs, Cathxx