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Hazel_M
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10 years ago

Hi from Hazel M

Hi everyone, hope everybody is doing as well as can be expected. It's been quite some time since I have checked in on the website. Couldn't really handle the new site very well. My last post was terribly depressing and I figured I wasn't doing anybody any good talking the way I was. It's coming up 3 years since my diagnosis and lumpectomy, and I am pleased to say I have had 3 good check-ups with nothing suspicious found. My depression and anxiety which eased somewhat after my chemo and radiation, has returned unfortunately. I am constantly trying to train my brain to overcome this. My partner, who was diagnosed with heart failure during my chemo is doing well and we have remained very strong together. I have been browsing through the posts and noticed Deanne is still offering wonderful advice:) Rowdy, glad to hear you are doing fine. Is Robyn still on the site? 

I am still on Arimidex, coming up 2 years now, I haven't had any of the severe side effects but I'm not really happy with them. I remember the oncologist saying that I would feel like an old lady to which I didn't give much thought at the time as I was in my fifties and didn't regard myself as young. Getting out of bed these days I sometime feel 80! Sex drive is non existent. I am due to see her in January and see what she can do. Of course, you have to weigh up the aches and pains against getting another breast cancer. I will probably stay on them for the 5 years, but I know they are currently thinking 10 years might be better. That's a decision for the future. The other side effect is the deterioration of bones, I am on 6 monthly injections of prolia and my last bone density test showed some slight improvement. 

I will sign off now, hopefully on my bright days, I can offer some comfort and advice to the lovely ladies on this site. 

Hazel xx

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