Really happy for you that it not end up being trush :)
Do not worry about scaring the crap out of me. To be honest I am gratefull for your honesty and everybody else's in describing the detail of what everyone is going through.
Honestly it helpes prepare mentally and frankly it is better to know things in advance as even though everyone is different if the same symptoms occur we learn now what to look out for and what those symptoms might mean. Helps both not panic when we get there I guess as if it turns out to be a bad sideeffect we figure out now that we need react and how to react. On the other hand it helps to learn some side-effects that sound horrid may not be all that bad health wise.
I learned yesterday that due to my allergies they are changing it to AC chemo now - seems TC tends to cause more allergic responses so for someone allergic to everything they reckon AC is the "go". Well I am yet to pass the heart check they are having me undergo next week. Seems AC has lesser number of allergic responses but buggers up the heart long term so they want to see what mine is looking like for now.