Oh as I read your post I go back not so long ago to my last cycle of that demon Docetaxel. It was my worst and I was very similar, for 5 days from day 4, I remember oh too well the pain and the sinking feeling that I was never going to get through it. I was glad it was my last because I said to hubby "If I had another cycle I wouldnt be doing it". We do it cause the alternative is worse.
They say it is a build up, I was incoherent for 2 days, had a few falls and I swear have never felt so ill in my whole life, the only thing that got me through was knowing it wasn't forever and it was to get rid of an even bigger evil BC.
So hang in there darlin you can do it. Sending you big hugs.
Cheers Jen ?? ?? ?? xx