@Molly001 thanks . My breast after radiation is alright(not painful) I was just taken aback that there was more to go.
@Afraser thank you,you have captured exactly how I am feeling.
Can good come from this experience? Of course it can. I am usually an optimist by nature.
On a lighter note was taken to the movies by my daughter and saw Wonder Woman. What a brilliant movie.Everyone has different tastes but I thoroughly enjoyed it. The movie of course had special effects but also a thought provoking script not quite what I expected.