Aches and pains on Taxol

I only have one more dose of Taxol to go. The pain is still there and the numbness in my feet and toes is driving me insane. My toe nails have all lifted and a couple of finger nails have started to do the same thing. I can't wait to get this treatment over with. Basically I am just feeling miserable. I am still getting over a cold that I got 3 weeks ago so that doesn't help. My energy levels are low and I get so exhausted doing simple things. I am missing treatment this week as I am having a holiday with my family. I was really looking forward to it however now that I am away, I just want to go back home. I feel so lame and not able to do the same things that I would normally do on a beach holiday. I am feeling so down and I can't seem to snap out of it. My family are great but they just don't get it.