Can not believe it.

Thank you all for your wise and supportive comments and suggestions. Thank you for the virtual hugs. This is not a club I ever dreamed of being a part of, but I am finding there is a wealth of information and support out there so if I had to get the big C, this was the club to be in. I have my EBUS (bronchoscopy/lymph node biopsy) this week and lung biopsy the week after if needed (which I hope I don’t have to have).  Although I live rurally and have to travel at times, I am discovering that I have a great team supporting me locally on this journey and who really do seem to care. For a while I just felt like I was accelerating full speed into a concrete wall with no way of stopping. I have now put myself into cruise mode and trying to feel the wind in my hair, taking each step as it comes. I’m on Letrozole now while I wait and this has calmed my anxiety as I feel like I am doing something to slow everything down during this waiting game and so far my body is coping surprisingly well. Here’s hoping the next few tests are all clear and I can finally have a treatment plan. Thank you again all. 🌺