Thank you all, I'm thinking of taking sick leave for the time being yes oncolgist doesn't have a problem giving me a certificate. I also think I was having one of those off days yesterday, got myself worked up and over thought things as we do, today I spoke to my boss cleared the air so we have a new roster starting in couple weeks so I'll give that time and see what happens there. Yes thought about my super too. At least i now know where to go when im ready, again thankyou all for your advise knew all you ladies would be able to advise 😀😀😀