@Wu57 Big breaths. It is no good worrying about something that may not be. I know that is hard advice to take so try to occupy yourself with other things for now. What do you enjoy doing? Something to keep your mind busy. Once the medical team have the full picture of what is going on, they will formulate a plan for treatment and then it will be full steam ahead. The people on this forum are a fantastic bunch and someone will be along shortly with more sage advice than me. Big hugs. xxx