Hi Amanda, I haven't been online lately and i have only just read your latest blogs. There are no words that I can use that will change what you are going through and as a Mother I can only begin to imagine your thoughts and fears, but like everyone else has already said, you have a plan now and that is a good starting place. You are a strong and beautiful young woman and you have so much to live for. I hope and pray that the drugs and chemo will help you and that whilst you cannot eradicate the cancer you can control it and live a long and happy life. I was feeling sorry for myself as I have been battling with my chemo and some other matters but they pale into insignificance when I read about this new journey you are now embarking on.
Just know that I am thinking of you
Love Jenny xxx