Amanda,you must have been in severe shock all weekend.With that 'sick to the pit of your stomach'feeling and uncontrollable shaking,you need to release all that emotion.It's good you could do the simple things for your kids without crying.I had a good cry after I had read your bad news.I feel like I've come to know you and we are all friends here on this bcna cyber life raft. You have been so brave and strong for one so young.You have given your time,your caring and your knowledge so generously to support others on this site. Inturn,we are here for you.I worry about what your poor body has had to endure so far.To have to put it through more of the same takes great mental strength. You are an inspiration to all of us here who could wake up tomorrow and find ourselves in the same situation.It's good your doctor's have quickly worked out a plan for you.It sounds hopeful and you have a fighting spirit. They are discovering new drugs all the time so anything's possible.I've read Ian Gawler and Patrea King's books and I am amazed at what the human spirit can overcome. Amanda,you are in my thoughts and prayers.
luv Tonya xx