@Angelo. It is rough finding out that you have mets. I have been living with mets for 18 months now. Like you, I have also had stage 1. That was 16 years ago.
This time around, I have had 15 lots of I.V. Paclitaxel, 8 months of Xeloda, and I am now on my third lot of Palbociclib/Letrozole.
Having mets, I have realised who my best friends are. I know that they love me.
Some of my family have been great, especially my husband, my two sisters, my son, daughter-in-law and my in-laws. My two brothers don't seem to accept that I have a terminal illness. In fact, I never hear from them.
Cry as much as you want. No-one can really know how you feel.
But, don't give in to this wretched disease.