New to the group

i live in a country town where they have no groups for Metastatic breast cancer it is more first women that have been early diagnosed. So when i was told that group was on line i was really pleased reading so many out there are the same and  your not alone. Was diagnosed in 2009 with stage 3 and 19 lymph nodes taken out that  were cancerous . Went on Tamxophine got blood clots so then went on Admara and Femara for a short while after . Then on May the 1st 2017 went for blood clots new they were there to find out have bone mets and liver mets.The bloods clots were telling me it was back as in August the 2016 i had ct scans done mri and whole bone scan and  everything was clear.So i am happy the blood clots yelled out would of not known.I did 8 months of chemo and now on femera and Kisqali . Have a few scan done in the last 12 weeks as ca counts went up but scans show lung mets and bone mets stable and blood test good.Mri good. Get anxious when time to go and find out blood test restults as i am going next Tuesday.Does any one feel the same dont understand ca counts would rather do scans as they tell the picture.