Hi Annette
What a strong woman you are, you are right we are all so very strong not just for ourselves but for our loved ones around us. I really hope I'm here for the birth of any grandchildren, it's really keeps me going. But I must admit I don't think of not being here most days. I just wake up, get up and get on with it all.
I sure do hope all your radiation goes well for you and that you don't suffer too much pain. We know what the burns at the end are like, not pleasant.
My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Christine