I am SO sorry to read your post @pam52 xx Have you joined the Private Metastatic group? You can chat about your diagnosis there, in total privacy.
Well done on taking delivery of your motorhome and terrific that your sister/grand daughter & daughter are keen to travel with you. I can fully understand you being upset with your husband's behaviour. :( Maybe he is trying to pretend your diagnosis isn't happening? Does he ever attend your Oncology appointments with you? Your Onc might be able to encourage him to take more of an interest in your well being, than just the bulls and the bowls :(
Please consider contacting our helpline for a chat too - they are open office hours, Mon-Fri (so try & get onto them this afternoon or tomorrow xx).
take care xx