That's good to hear Glynnis. I'm sure like me, things will eventually fall into place. The difficulties over things like this just add to the stress you feel at the beginning. It can seem overwhelming. I've become quite blase now that it's six months since I started the treatment. I have had only minimal side effects, and no longer panic if my Neutrophils fall. It seems to happen about every second cycle, and I just have another week off the pills, then a further blood test. I'm 75 years old, a widow, and live alone, I do Yoga twice a week, I'm a volunteer tutor teaching adult migrant English two days a week, and lead a busy social life, so I consider that in the scheme of things, life is still good for me. I hope you will also find things are not too difficult to handle. Good luck Glynnis.