Hi @Bris1976
Welcome. I'm not in your situation either, though I have been on the cancer bus for over a decade.
It's rare to find someone who shares your exact circumstances, but look at this as a hive brain where lots of little pieces of information and advice come together and if you can take useful thing away it's a win.
One thing you can rely on is our unqualified support, we are all in this together. For what it is worth, the lack of control is a common theme and I guess that is the shittiest thing about cancer, we cant get a handle on it. It sounds like you are doing everything you can, keep plodding. Mxx
