I feel you. I was diagnosed with triple negative breast cancer in Nov 2022. Had chemotherapy, lumpectomy with 💯 PCR, radiotherapy and no genetic mutations. I was told I have good chance to reach 5 year milestone. I was very hopeful especially when I was about to hit my 3rd year mark! But unfortunately I got a local recurrence on the same breast almost same area. While breast surgeon thinks its the residual one from previous which were never active and picked up in scans etc my oncologist thinks its a new one. Just like you told the first time I wasn’t looking for much support in bcna support groups and wanted to fight this out. But second time it hit me hard, I took lot of time to accept the fact because I did whatever I could post treatment by maintaining a better lifestyle. But these nasties just proved to be lurking around despite all that efforts. Choosing to go for chemo + immuno was a tough decision but there is nothing else that I can do. Just give another shot. I truly agree about that emotional part attending the chemo for 2nd time. I simply couldn’t stop crying on my way to the 2nd chemo going through same team same people waiting for the cure. This time around I am searching more about this type of cancer reading about this, even though this reading oart used to make me paranoid the first time I was diagonised. Lets fight this out the 2nd time as well. Its not easy but lets just get going