Bless you for writing and expressing exactly how I feel... I have worried that I am not being strong enough, I am trying so hard but I feel like I am failing those around me if I don't show strength . I thought it was just me... reading your post has given me the strength and understanding to realise it is in part, the emotions of the journey. A journey i am trying to use all the retric in the world on.. trying to learn from and find positives on the hard days... but sometimes i just want to go "blah blah blah" this sux, lol..
May you have a better day tomorrow. 😊