ddon, you hit the nail on the head there.
I use to hold things together all the time out in public, even in front of the psychologist......
Go home , something on tv would trigger the sadness that was inside of me, be it a commercial or something in a movie. I use to have a good cry every month or so, you can feel it build up inside and once you release I found I could get back on with things again.
It all hits us at different times and for different reasons.
I love what you said about your bladder being attached to your eyes..... I hope you’re kicking this shit to the curb.......
Sending hugs to everyone that needs one xxxxx