Dear @CatNev
I haven’t had medication for anxiety so no first hand wisdom I am afraid but did you consider counselling before you went off the Lexapro? Most antidepressants are effective in some way at reducing the effects of anxiety but they don’t resolve it. Fear of recurrence, unresolved problems about diagnosis and treatment can all linger. Perhaps some time with a good, cancer-experienced counsellor before you try weaning off the medication again would help face and resolve some of those lingering feelings. Best wishes.